Writing makes me feel like I'm talking to myself-

Hi There...

Go away!

But I love you.

So, I knew that already.

Don't give me no attitude, it ain't Healthy for both our sake.

You mean, me!

And me...

Okay, give me a second to realize that whatever's happening right now is actually happening.

Other people our going to think we have problems.

You mean, me...

Okay, let's just agree to disagree...

Fine

Fine

Fine.....


Hello?!

Oh brother...

Men, so infamous..It's True.

Some are good, some are bad
Some are just kids
Some are just boys
Some are just young
Some are just Old

We are the opposite of our sex, thank God (Jesus) for that. Wait a minute, He's a Dude too..

We got too much of everything,
Too much Hair
Too much pride
Too much Stamina (A good thing)
Too much Wisdom?
Too much anger

Yes, yes we're not all bad but we are infamous at one given point of time in our life....
If we can accept the fact that were not perfect (ONLY MEN) We can move on being better then Men.

Wouldn't you want to know what's better than a man?!

She

Sometimes I dream and think of me being extra-ordinary of what's in front of me...


Oh How I adore them
Strange creatures but close enough they're beautiful to look at
I like how they move and carry themselves.

So elegant and peaceful, oh how I want to bite them. They look like edible food (not in a gross way)
I sit over by them just listening and watching the view.
Not much to see now but wait...

From a distance, I see her... blinding my sight the distance..
Not clearly the first time but as I look further, she's familiar to me.

Still not clear enough, focusing to a point I blink in awe..
She's me....

For a second.

I love women so much, I really don't mind being them for a second..... 

Rubbish + me(you) = Wonder

When we talk or say things, it's mostly the same but different only because we have our own perspective but does one differ to the other.

What I mean is, I'm I right and you wrong?!

Were neither wrong or right, were just lost... Could you take something different something people don't look at and turn it upside down to something wonderful. I have.

What you say?!

Hmmm, Lets say 3 words. Alley + Car + Garden

Picture this, A dark filthy alleyway, rats everywhere, pipes leaking dump and sewage water. More over the smell is like someone's underarm dipped in vomit and a little hint of your belly button goo.... then suddenly a light from the car emerges from the darkness of the filth beneath you and a light (from the ligths) shines upon everything dark. The car as it drives down  the alley transforms the alley into a beautiful garden with an aroma of something limey and fresh and my favorite, fabulous life itself. Simply new.

An idea can never die........ Be the wonder you ARE.

Happiness for Real?!

It's always easy to say or write or even talk about Happiness. Yes, yes we all have our own kind of Happiness.

But does your Happiness stay with you when your done being Happy.

Can you be happy 24/7? No, it's not a trick question... I can't! But, what's stopping you?! Life!

Pshht some Life we have...

It's simple. Happiness comes from within. What you do for others and yourself, you do because you want to!

Believe it or not you can't have everything you want. So, can you have Happiness?!

I feel left alone but at ease with myself because I hear animal sounds....

I see people on a daily basis, my job makes me interact with over 4000 people under which 820 of them are under me. Hard to believe, it's normal. I have only 5 friends, true sense of the word.

Don't get me wrong, I can chill with anyone but never can be open to any commitment per sae.

I dislike people who thinks the world of them, sometimes even myself. I love animals and music. They make a nice pair...

Have you at one time felt alone happy needed and high volumes of animistic barbarianism?!

I have and it's not everything I've felt, so much more. My English Vocabulary is limited but my Imagination is boundless and free.

Sometimes I wake up with my tongue sticking out, drool all over myself and the morning sun piercing into my eyes through the gaps in my curtains and shriek an outcry of happiness to my loneliness.....

Yes, I am the animal that sounds....



 

Porn is a Habit, Lust is monotonous and sex is sex.

My first post ever and yes, it's all true.

I love sex, there are far more worse addictions like Porn or is it normal now days.

When I was 5, I glared into a woman's body. She was my sister's friend. I couldn't understand at that time why the sensation of fear and joy together felt so damn good. My penis had a mind of it's own. It controlled my body in a very forceful lustful way. Yes, it was a first for me.
Since then, I masturbate 2 times a day sometimes on a Weekend at-least 10 or more. Yes, since I was 5. You can say I love a woman's body to a point I lose myself internally. To the naked eye I'm completely normal just as everyone else.

Honestly, my first time was okay but after that I became a sex hungry animal. My ex broke up because she just couldn't handle the intensity of what I had to offer. My penis is average but far more effective when it needs to be.... To me I'm a Victim of my own desire which I know I will never have...

My Desire: To have sex all the time and as much as I can, till my heart's content. All the time.

I watch Porn just to Masturbate or most times, I just Imagine a friend I want to fuck and do her in my mind. And believe it or not, it comes to a point when I see her next I'll be 'Oh Shit, Here she comes' ( I get flustered) and this happens to almost every friend or girl I think off.

For me, it's not a problem. Never has been. It's actually made sex for me brilliant. Proud to say I can make a girl or woman feel complete.

You know when after sex, there are two scenarios. Either she's cuddling or she's on her side.Okay, If she's cuddling, you haven't satisfied her at all and she's still horny as a fuck and the latter being if she's on her side away from you, you've done good. Really good. (Min: 1 hr) (Min for me: 3 hrs) Really depends on intimacy. You don't need to know somebody to be intimate..........